" The experience had been kind of negative actually. Now I think he was probably intimidated, though at the time I thought was put off by my body. It ...ed insecurity I felt at the time. I'm sure she read that on my face because of how she responded."Well, don't worry about young boys. They don't know a thing about girls until they are in their 20s. And you are so beautiful, I'm sure he was scared to do something wrong." It made me feel so good that she thought I was beautiful. "Would you like to. Her hair was platinum blond, her eyes were blue and her bleached teeth were so goddamn pearly white. She looked like a goddamn porn star.I was overly proud of her, 'This was my girl! She lives with me in my house.' However, I hadn't seen that much of her lately. She'd always come home late, smelling good, whistling, her face bright and confident. The other day I noticed that she'd gotten a tattoo, a giant dragon on her lower back.On anyone else this would have looked tacky or even slutty, but. M pure white skin with big aerolas on nipples and chubby tummy with navel. I clean shave my armpits and pubic hair daily One day while talking to him all the bullshits we used to talk, we suddenly paused for 2 minutes and I asked himMe: bro, I wanna ask you something but only if you trust me and promise me that whatever is your reaction you will never tell this to anyone?He: if you don’t trust me don’t tell me!!!Me: its not the matter of just trust dude you have to make a promise to me that. I felt sorry for her. She wasn’t a great looker, slightly overweight and a widow. I put my arm around her shoulders and tried to calm her down. She was wearing a thin blouse and I could see the curve of her breasts. They looked inviting and I started stroking her arm. My cock was beginning to get hard. I moved my hand to her shoulder then down her back. She was starting to relax more. I hugged her and pulled her closer. “What are you doing?” She asked. Just trying to help I said letting my hand.