“I’m trying but… I can’t help it,” he said, “I want to fuck you now.” “Honey… last weekend we did it all day and you are always feel...ng me whenever you are around me. Even today in the morning, I sucked you in the shower but you still can’t get relaxed and stop thinking about having sex with your mother?” I was getting worried for him. “Please! I just don’t know why? Can we do it now? Please!” He started begging and his hands were feeling my big D cup boobs through my dress. “Please,” he begged. “Oh, that’s right,” she said. “Really, I don’t know how I’m even going to catch up with the payments. I’ve got no job—only this $106 dollars that I brought back with me.”She saw Cal take a deep breath, like he always did as he was preparing to say something important. She knew that she had just made a mistake.“I know just what you’re thinking,” she spoke before he could utter a word, “and I want you to forget it right now. It’s my responsibility and I’ll figure it out myself.”“You don’t even. When I stood, he smiled in full understanding and then he led me out of the cornfield to the grassy area. He had no sooner disappeared into the darkness before another guy appeared from it. Instead of walking toward him, I sat at the bench and lit a cigarette. That was what led him in my direction, so I found out. “Had you not lit that, I’d not have seen you here. Could I get one from you?” He asked and stared over me. “Sure.” I said and returned the stare into his gray eyes as he took the. A year later he and my sister broke up and he and I ended up enrolling at the same local college. I wondered if it was my turn…would he want me? We spent a lot of time together that year and we started to have secret late night telephone calls after everyone was quiet and asleep in our prospective homes. There were a few occasions in which we would tease and touch..in fact we even spend an afternoon swimming off the dock of his aunt’s home…being alone we even sunbathed in the nude. At one point.