I live alone now as I threw out my live in boyfriend because I caught him in bed with my "I thought" best friend. The only company I now have is Rebel...my 3 year old black Great Dane. It sounds daft but I talk to him like he is human, telling him all my troubles and problems, and the funny thing is he seems to understand and just sits there listening looking at me with his big dark eyes.The night I am going to tell you about changed my way of looking at things and the way I think.I got home as. I let go of Bec and bolted for the toilet. I dropped my pants and sat even before the nurse came in and closed the door behind her. I guess I’ve lost all sense of privacy. I hadn’t cared if the door was open. I hadn’t cared who was outside and might see me. I just dropped my pants and sat.That’s what being in the hospital for so long has done to me. It’s taken away my sense of privacy. I have no modesty anymore. I figure I could walk around the hospital naked as a jay-bird and it wouldn’t worry. ‘Isn’t it obvious?’ she tossed out, stalling. But he refused to be drawn, merely shaking his head. Sophie noticed with dismay that the colour in his cheeks had begun to fade and knew it wouldn’t be long before his logical mind began to apply itself to the mystery of her spinsterhood. ‘I don’t quite see why you’re so interested in so trifling a matter,’ she said, affecting a yawn and watching his reaction through lowered lashes. ‘If it’s so trifling, why not just tell me?’ ‘Perhaps because I. I pulled the rope out next and let it drag down her body to her feet. her body shivered as she let out a moan of delight. After tying her feet apart and to the bed I began my work, licking all over her body. I loved the way she shivered when I touched her and how she would strain to look through the blindfold. I pulled one of the medium size vibrators out and turned it on next to her ear. She grinned with pleasure when she heard it buzz. Slowly, I began to drag the buzzing toy down her body. I.