Too frequently in fact.I had sat by and watched while Monica dated but never had the nerve to step up myself and approach her in that way. I dated too... but never had a lasting relationship. That's probably because my mind was elsewhere. Elsewhere just happened to be Monica. The college years went by and we kept up our routine, study partners and best of friends through the remainder of the fours years of school. We hurtled toward graduation focused and intent on reaching our goal, emerging on. I think you love it more than your wife does if that's possible." I wanted to taste the same cum he'd pumped into my wife. I started milking and massaging his balls with both hands trying to make him cum. "God damn," he bellowed, "you fucking fag, ah, ah, ahhhhhhhh!!!" And I was quickly rewarded with jet after jet of his stringy hot cum filling my mouth and blasting down my throat. But he hadn't finished with me yet. He laid me face down on the bed and took his place behind me, between my legs.. He's second best, he's a toy to play with until someone better, someone richer comes along.I know, I know. He's nothing to me and at the same time I love him more than life itself. I don't understand and it's tearing me apart.I can feel his strong hands sliding up my torso to my breasts. Even before he reaches them I can feel my nipples begin to stiffen in anticipation. His kisses on the nape of my neck are tender and loving. His lips are moving now, slowly to the side of my neck and on to the. 'The Handyman was the first to arrive at Fulrose Court for the meeting. 'So this is the love nest, is it? Not bad for a couple of blokes, ' he said. He shook Dale's hand vigorously, and later whispered to me, 'You've done all right there, I'll give you that.''Yes, he's fantastic, isn't he.'Jeremy arrived next, followed by Alicia and Loyd. The two protagonists said hello politely, but otherwise avoided speaking to each other. Dale handed out an agenda he had drawn up headed Autobiography.