My buddy had to go meet somebody so we split up. Leaving me and her alone. She asked how I was. Being a little high I answered "Greaaat Mannnn". She l...ughted and asked if I wanted to go for a ride with her. Her doing anything bad was rare so I agreed. We caught up with old times and told jokes until she stopped at a empty park. She stared at me for awhile until she broke the awkward silence by moving some of my long hair behind my ear. "Your cute when you show your face" she said. I was about. Her story made any type of serious relationship a problem, and she was sticking to her story. I tried to act smooth about it, "I don't know, I hadn't really thought about it. Do you think we are dating? Cause I'm cool with that if you are." She laughed a bit, looked down, and fiddled with her glass. "I don't know. Don't get me wrong, you a nice person and all, but regardless of what I look and sound like I'm still a guy inside. I still like women.", she paused and looked up at me, "But if. We jokingly said she didn’t have to dress up for us but she said she had not worn it for a while but that outfit alone was already creating an erection under my robe.Sue invited her to the living area where we already had the lights dimmed with soft music playing in the background. I excused myself to the kitchen so my wife and Heather could get to know each other a little better. While in the kitchen I overheard the small talk that Heather was not from the area but lived there for the summer. As I scrub my back I come to a realization. I love Sean, but I am not in love with him. As corny as it sounds, I just do not see myself in a long term relationship with him. He is just a taker, he never gives me anything. I used to think that it was cute and symbolic but now I realize that it is just selfish and immature. I can not remember a single time that Sean offered to pay a bill. Here I am in a hotel room and he is on my terrace feeling himself up! The loofah makes it way down to my abs.