She might as well be honest, she was too far in now."Actually, I'm only having one baby." She said sadly, "And I'm only 7 months in too, not 9." Holy ...hit!" Shrieked Beth, reaching forward to feel her stomach, "Sorry, but you're enormous, and you're only a month further than me! Please, tell me how you do it!" Well, I just eat a lot I guess," She said. For some reason, Beth's reply actually made her feel good about her size, something which she'd not felt for a long time, "Which reminds me, I. Now I am stupendously lost. In my thoughts. In my mind, a consoling labyrinth, in its solitude. Nothing makes any sense and nothing stays in the same place for long. Fleeting thoughts, I am constantly distracted by nothing. That relentless whirlwind of nagging guilt, a hangover from my upbringing, is there to remind me that I need to stop and to continue. I have always submitted in life. To my parents. I relinquished the volition to rebel without any memory of doing so. It was consoling, the. "And cheerleaders. We need cheerleaders." The varsity cheerleaders started down out of the bleachers. Knowing how my mind works, Paula signaled the J.V. and freshmen squads to come down, too. By the time everyone was standing behind me, it was a pretty good sized mob."These are all the people to blame for us losing," I shouted, not being able to hide my grin.Somebody in the stands booed, and a couple more joined in. I held up my hands, and they quieted. "Actually, I'm pretty proud of our loss.. "Where is she Margaret? You must tell me ... I'll make you tell me, and enjoy doing it, because now it doesn't matter ... I'll never have to do this again, so I might as well..."CRACK! And another howl from Em." ... make the most of it ... you didn't used to make that kind of noise ... you used to beg me like the slut you are ... you haven't got the appetite for this any more have you? I can tell. But I have ... I've been waiting for so long..." CRACK!Spots danced before my eyes, I fought to.