I'm an unrealized submissive, I guess." She paused again and tried to gather her thoughts. "I have submissive fantasies, have had since I knew what se... was. But other than a slightly kinky boyfriend in college, who liked to hold me down during sex, I've never explored them."I nodded slowly. I know how she felt. At least I think I did. "So what do you mean 'for the purposes of our conversation'?"She looked at me. "John, I'm going to bare my soul here. Since Kay, that bitch," she said with a. I went to the auction not planning on buying anything, but I could not resist. I knew if I did not buy her she was going to wind up on some rich European’s dinner table, and I could not resign myself to her fate. She was a very underweight two-year old that had no training what so ever. I was a bitter thirty-something woman who had her previous husband cheat on her and left her bitter and not interested in anything. I had never trained a horse in my life, and had no idea what I was getting. If all goes well, I'll be able to replace it solving other problems long before I would ever miss it."I had a sudden tingling sensation all over and Jamie's voice sounded in my head, "Hi, miss me? What did I miss?" Just follow along and I'll fill you in later on anything you don't understand." I returned my attention to the current discussion. "So don't worry about the money, I'm not worried about it." Not going to work," Allison said.Everybody looked at her and she rolled her eyes before going. How long was I going to let this go on? "Okay guys, get a good look," I said laughing to myself."You look really great, Katie," Dave said. I twisted my head toward him and noticed he had shifted so that his left knee was on the bench and his body twisted toward me. His towel was bunched on his lap and clearly hiding an erection. He noticed me looking."Thanks," I replied. "Have you guys got a good look yet?" Not quite yet," Dave said. "I'm sorry for being in the state I'm in. I can't control.