’ She said more calmly. Robert laughed, and said ‘Welcome to the world of business my love.’ ‘I don’t like it, and I don’t like feeling ...his way.’ she said. ‘Sherri your firm isn’t real different than any other, they are all hoping to get new clients.’ said Robert Sherri held him and considered that answer. Part of her knew it was true, and hated it. Part of her thought it couldn’t be true, and felt hopelessly naive for daring to think it might not be true. Robert then said ‘Why don’t you go. Sexual guilt may be an alien concept to me, but it certainly wasn’t for Heidi.I changed the circumstances of Chapter 10 a bit to fit the overall story arc. But during the year I spent in Paris during college, I lived in a room that really overlook a women’s dorm across the courtyard, and although the musical interlude is imaginary, Marina and I spent many nights in our windows “performing” for each other. And we did eventually hookup for real.Chapters 11, 12, and 13 are about a night-flight to. Finally, he looked downand, after a while, said, "Those are very nice sandals." She smiled and, ashe looked at her face again, said, "Yes, but I wasn't asking about the sandals;I was asking about my feet." Her words made him weak and burning in his chest;he wanted to say something but, "Uhm…what? I…I don't…it's…" herwords got him completely off the track.His mind worked fast so he managed to gather himself together, "I am sorry,but I should really go now" he said his first complete sentence and. He straight away said he could arrange an evening off during the coming week and when Jan returned I asked which evening would be good for all three of us to get together. Thursday evening and a knock at the door. Jan and I had had the best sex for a long time the night we met Howard and arranged for this evening. We had abstained since then and now three days later we were ready to put a plan into action. She had been a little nervous in the cold light of the next morning and we decided that.