I joined a local gym as the weather here is not allowing me to walk outside in my yard. The gym is pretty new, it has an outdoor walking/running trac..., an indoor walking/running track, weight rooms, an outdoor and indoor pool, what is called an executive locker room and a sauna and steam room as well as a whole array of exercise classes and programs on fitness and how to eat properly.My first visit was an early morning visit. I was trying to avoid the crowds of the day and evening. I hit the. I've never contemplated suicide before. Some of the methods I know of are easy to rule out. I don't have any kind of drugs I can take and I don't have money with which to buy them.I'm reasonably certain that I'm too much of a coward to slit my wrists. I'm still the girl who's deathly afraid of needles. There's no way I could slice myself open. Besides, the sight of blood makes me ill.I don't have a gun and I've never fired one. But I can't imagine having the guts to shoot myself. It's so. Especially Joyce. She'd know how upset I'd be by all of this. The fact that she wasn't coming by to reassure me that nothing bad had happened probably meant that something did.I left work at five thirty and drove back home. My mood was pessimistic. I had already convinced myself that Brenda had been unfaithful again. I was already planning on seeing how much could be salvaged from this new wreckage. I couldn't see Emily abandoning Brenda and coming to live with the rest of us. Joyce, Shirley. Cohen is going to send her home Tuesday at noon.”The woman said, “What a relief! Oh, that’s fantastic ... that’s wonderful news!”The nurse said, “From your enthusiasm, I take it you are a close family member or a very close friend!”“Neither! I’m Sarah Finkel in Room 302! Nobody here tells me shit.”10 funny random thoughts to about 2016Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted.Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry.