"After you get out of school, especially in your case, it's your choice." But it seemed... I don't know, it seemed like you guys don't have much choic.... You're in class, and everyone expects you to do it with everyone else." Actually, you sort of look forward to it." Sammi shook her head. "The school has been preparing us for this since we were real young. A lot of this is new to you, and I don't think they want to push you any farther than you want to go." It seems like they pushed me awfully. I had to trust that he was right. ~~~~~~~~~~~ ‘Mmmm, that’s it Baby.’ I couldn’t avoid the little moan that escaped as I urged him on. I was sitting on the couch with my feet in Cale’s lap as we watched a DVD. He was giving me the best foot massage of my life. I had to make due with that little bit of physical contact since the doctor wouldn’t clear me for more strenuous activity for another week and a half. If I had my way, what the doc didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him, but Cale was taking no. There was a large lake with a river thatwound around the campus, there was a huge field with a gigantic barn nextto it, there was an enormous cafeteria, an even larger gym, a couple ofdorm buildings, a very large main building where our classes would beheld, and a building that I thought was a large dovecote, until I saw anhonest to goodness dragon fly out of the top."Wow," I exclaimed.Once we had done a quick tour, Melody's mom dropped us off at the gymwhere our official orientation would. How did you do this to me? How COULD you do this to me?")Tears are streaming now and the ultrasonographer stops as he prepares to molest me with that thing. "Are you all right." "Fine" I sob. "That's all I wanted to know." I get up and despite protestations, return to the ED where I take off my gown and put my trackpants, T-shirt and Lisa's shoes back on. The pregnancy test is negative of course and the intern feels obliged to stick a cold steel speculum inside me but I discharge myself at.