I couldn`t but confirm that he was right, and that it was therefore "him" that i wanted to open the door. "Have you had what you came for" he asked.I...prevaricated - uncertain how to answer. The butterfly`s were dancing in my stomache again. I wasn`t confident enough or mature enough to admit to myself, let alone him my deepest desires. He poured us both another whiskey ( as arthur had told me he would ),Then he said "it`s getting late, You can dress and go back to your ship - Or! you can stay. We are more than roommates. I want her to meet you without telling her you are my brother. I want to see if she will recognize you. She probably will though because I have your photo from the eleventh grade on my side of the bed.I laughed and said, "I was such a geek back then. I don't really look like that picture anymore." She smiled and told me she always thought I was really smart and really hot. "Yeah you have changed in the...what was it...nine years since the photo." I did the math. Most I knew. She would always look over at me and smile. I was really having a good time and drinking as much beer as possible.You have to understand that Susie was like my caretaker. No matter how drunk I got she would always guide me to the car and take me home. I guess it was one of the things she put up with. I have been in a number of bar fights early in our marriage and she always showed up to take me home. I guess she really did love me.I was headed for the restroom for the second time.. She bent to kiss the little virgin's slit."Mommy, what are you doing? You shouldn't be kissing my pee-pee." Melody would never have thought of using the word pussy in front of Mommy."It's alright, dear. Just let me know if you have to pee."But Melody wouldn't have to pee that night. Mommy's tongue never brought the young girl to an orgasm, triggering that 'I have to pee' feeling; it took the better part of two years before Melody Castle experienced for the first time that exquisite feeling that.