"We have neighbors. I don't want..." We go inside you gonna fuck Beth." ... what?" His eyes actually spread wider."What?" Beth added from the backsea...."Yeah, we both gonna do her then Ima do you." But I've never been..." his voice trailed off and his eyes darted between Beth and I. " ... I mean, you're beautiful. I couldn't ever ... Alex, she wouldn't want to..."I pushed him against the car door. He was shaking and I wanted him so bad I could barely keep my hands off him. "In o' out? You uh. '"Jake, listen. You are old enough and mature enough to be adult about these real life situations so honesty between you and me is now the order of the day." He nodded. "The thing is that if I don't soon have a man's attention, I mean a proper full on... fuck...that's the only word to describe it, then I will probably look for a divorce."Jake was shocked that things had gone so far."Does Simone know all this, I mean about my father?" Yes."He thought about that for a moment then reverted back to. Nothing too flashy and nothing really sticking out. But I see something in that smile of hers. She truly means it. I watch her walk in with her friend who looks equally as stunning. They glide easily across the floor to the bar. My eyes drift back to my drink. Well the past is the past I can always go for another shot. Or maybe just another shot of whatever I’m drinking. No can’t think like that. But she’s sitting so close now. What can I say? Why am I shaking? Must control myself.. Ethel told me that you ran out of gas in front of the church. I've got a 5-gallon can of gas in my trunk. How about we get your car started and I'll take you over to meet my mother. I think that you'll like her. She's always been a pleasant person and I'm sure that she'll love having someone to talk to again. I know that she'll love having your child around. Just one thing; she's a bit forgetful so you'll have to keep an eye on the medicines."Before they left, Sam thanked Father Adams and Ethel.