I stood on tiptoe and kissed him, he kisses me back, but without any passion. I persist and he pushed me away."Please Sue," he said, we can't do this,...it's not right." Fuck the man, here I am, offering myself on a plate and he has to be noble. It's part of the reason I love him so much, I suppose."Come on Trev," I said, "it's Christmas." I push myself back in his arms. He held me tight and kissed the top of my head. This is not what I wanted, I want him to take me roughly, make me cry out,. Of courseshe just brushed his objections aside, saying *she* could afford themortgage payments and if he hadn't saddled himself with an extravagantlymacho (and expensive!) diesel pickup he wouldn't be so strappedfinancially.What could he say to that? She definitely had a point that his truckpayments were exorbitant. But she couldn't understand his need for thebaddest truck on the road; it was an integral part of his persona. Sothey were at an impasse: neither would budge from their position.. There was no way to drive it.I hit the auto lock and walked towards the front door of the building. The door was heavy with only one small dark glass window. I started banging on the glass, but nobody came to my call.Suddenly I heard a buzzing sound to the right, which was indicating me that the door had been opened. I jumped for the handle and stepped into a dark room closing the door quickly behind me."What do you want?" A deep voice called behind some dark blinds."Sir, my car has been. Shortly we'll hit retirement age, and all this silliness will probably have to stop. Once we both are retired, it will be a lot harder for me to get in some extra sexual relief.I have a number of different men that I use for my relief. One qualification was they must be married. That way it should limit the possibility of physical attachment. I'm not looking for a new husband, just some men to share fringe benefits with. They also must be good lovers with an above average size cock. None of.