Please don’t misunderstand I wasn’t gay I just wished I could have breasts and wear make-up and I wanted some sex other than by masturbation. I ...as in heaven, I’d grown my hair long, dark brown chestnut hair to my shoulders, clean & shiny, centre parted. I depilated all my body hair, applied a fake tan and had painted my toe nails. I was five six, five nine in my stilettos, nine stone and for the first time in my life I was going to be a woman, I applied a thin veneer of foundation,. "I'll bet this is pretty weird for you, huh?" she said with a smile."Yeah," she replied truthfully."Well, don't worry. Bobby suggested that I help you relax, and maybe answer some questions for you. The best way I know to relax and get in the right mood, is to take a nice hot bath; preferably a bubble bath. Let's give it a try, okay?" Uh, okay," Julie replied uncertainly."Good. I've got the bath all set for you. You go get in, and then I'll come in and we'll have a girl chat."She shooed her. Me (while brushing my nose, kissing and occasionally biting his neck): Then, so you will be leaving me all alone now, dear? Won’t you feel bad doing so? Do you have any idea how much I missed you all these days when you were not here? How much alone I was? How much I needed you?Satish: Yeah…but Nisha. I am quite tired right now, baby. I need to sleep. I am not in the mood right now.Me (whispering in his ears): Then let me bring you in the mood. Shall I?Satish: But babe I…Before he could say any. ‘Is your pussy ok, Jill?’ asked Gwen. ‘I think so,’ I replied. ‘Just rub a little bit of this lubricant into it now and I think you’ll not be too bad. And by the way, just give me your knickers and I’ll wash them for you so you won’t have explain how you’ve got Nick’s spunk on them,’ said Gwen.I asked whether I’d ever get to see the film and they said that they’d try and arrange that. They told me that two separate films would be created from the film we had made today. One would be edited in.