I’m performing well but I may still get bit in the butt by their rules. We’ll have to see how that goes.I plan on things being very quiet tonight ...s one of my life rules is I do not drive after dark on New Year’s Eve if it is at all possible to avoid it. That way I do not have to worry about drunks or checkpoints. It’s funny, after 15 years of working with cops I still avoid them like the plague if I can do so without arousing suspicion. I’ve went so far as to pull into restaurants and ordered. When the pain stopped I realised I had no choice, so I shrugged away the thoughts that were going through my mind and decided that the answer would come at a more suitable time and that I needed to concentrate on the business at hand.'You certainly do little brother, you certainly do. A short dizzy spell is all that's necessary to gain control of your mind, but I can give you a headache that'll kill you if I so wish and you certainly don't want that, DO YOU!'The tone of the voice sent a shiver. While riding I messaged to salim that I wanted to use his room he replied he is not in city and keys are at regular place.So I immediately make the bike to jerk and both of us fall down. Nishi is crying and she had blood from ankle and I acted as if my leg has cramp and cannot walk.So I insisted her to go to my friend room near by and we will have fist aid and go to her home due to my acting and her bleeding condition she agreed.We are now in salim’s room his room is full of nude girls pics. I need to cut back also. I will give up the country club, the car club, and my golf. Maybe we can get back on track in a few months.”Then I added, in one of my better cognitive moments; “Sans, you would be pretty dressed in a burlap potato sack. I know you don’t think so, but all of the guys at work are envious and all the women are jealous that I have you. Never ... Never ... Never doubt my love for you, but I can’t stand the fights. Maybe we should look for some professional help.”“Do you.