Your way is so very expedient, especially if you overlook the fact that it makes it easier for Brenda to betray me again. I don't have it in me to for...ive her for another time, Joyce. She needs to understand that, right in the pit of her stomach. I simply won't tolerate any more of that from her. If I apologize now, she won't really believe that I'm serious when I tell her that. And, I am serious this time, you have to believe me." Are you telling me that this is more important to you than us. But then..." She sniffled. "Then..." Tears slid down her cheeks. Ally plopped down on her bed, blowing her nose. "God, Kai, I'm so humiliated... He brought everything to a screeching halt." Tossing the tissue into a nearby wastebasket, she blew out a sigh and offered a watery smile. "Ben doesn't want me, Kaija. I guess my best wasn't good enough..."Kaija's mouth fell open. "What are you talking about?" She couldn't imagine Ben being turned off by the enthusiastic way Ally was taking control.. Vicki was trying to explain it to me, but Ithink you basically have to re-learn how to use every muscle you have." Well, I figured out the important ones, or I wouldn't be laying heregabbing at you. Is that why they have me all tied to the bed and stuff,or is the doctor just really into the kinky stuff?" Yeah, basically so you don't end up falling off the bed trying toscratch your arm. Your head's in a halo, so you moving would be verybad." Oh yeah, the halo thing keeping me from moving my. While she was upstairs I went back outside and spoke to the young lads and asked them if they would like to come in for a drink with us. They readily agreed and came inside and made themselves comfortable in our front room. I got them a drink each and then Susan came back down from where she had changed into a very revealing dress which I had recently bought her.She was now wearing the dress which was see through and no bra or nickers, the lads immediately noticed that and only had eyes for.