Sighing, she opens her night stand drawer and withdraws her favorite toy. Holding it up toward the webcam she describes the soft flesh like covering. ...t is a dildo 9” long and about 1 ½ “around with a butterfly at the base. Once inside her it will spin and rotate. She brings the tip of the dildo to her lips and licks it. Ummm she moans. She slides it into her mouth and turns it on to a low vibrate and spin and sucks it in her mouth. The dildo pushes against the inside of her cheeks and looks. For thenext ten years I considered myself a lesbian. One day my daughter saw a girlfriend and me and askswhat we were doing. She was 11 but curious so I knew Ihad to have that talk because I didn’t want her to endup like I did. It became a show and tell. After that itseemed it was just she and I but I always fantasizedabout Black men.One day I was on the computer and ran across a groupWhite female for first BBC. I spoke to several women inthe group and they encouraged me to try Black. One. There were three other men there, one holding her arms above her head while the other two held her legs apart. In the microseconds it took me to take in the scene, I came to the conclusion I was going to get a beating at best, and, most likely, something worse. Deciding to try and shorten the odds a little and growling with anger, I took the handle of my hiking pole in my left hand, grabbed the rubber ferrule on the bottom and pulled it off, continuing the movement to lash out and strike the. I wouldn't dream of disobeying, so this is what I am doing. Waiting… For you. It feels like forever, because I know the things you’ll have me do and the things you’ll do to me. Oh God; I want you now! I’m kneeling by the bedroom door, awaiting you. I decided to wear those pink panties you like so much, remember the ones? Surely you do. I even met you half way. I wore leggings, but with no feet parts attached, it’s a win-win. My toe nails are even painted a pale pink, to match my panties. When.