" My training?" Vanessa asked, a sad smile on her face. "I need training in something – I just wish I knew what. I don't think Phoenix training is i.... There aren't any textbooks that teach what I wish I knew!" Sweetie," Tanya said, smiling at her, "I'm two hundred years old, and I still don't know what I wish I knew – what I need to know so I can make things okay for everybody, including me. Darling Lisa thinks she knows all the answers, but she's as tormented and uncertain as the rest of us.. The fantasy of leaving it all behind.The fantasy that made that country song "Take this Job and Shove it" so wildly popular in its day.Let's face it, we've all thought of what it would be like to just step out. Not worry about the house payment, or car payment. Not worry about keeping the boss, or customers happy. Just leaving!!Jimmy Buffet created an empire around that theme.Is there anyone among us that hasn't gone on a cruise or a vacation to some idyllic place and wondered what it would be. Our first test run (since my heyday of visiting Times Square MPs in the 70s through the early 90s), was Jewel Spa located in the Jersey City Heights area. This place is an AMP lover’s dream in terms of location. It’s not actually located inside the house which it is addressed at, but rather, entry is through a gated (usually open) parking lot, turn left, and inside an add-on bungalow style single story place.I called their number (easy to locate) and got a sweet sounding (Asian) woman. She. I had no idea where it came from, though I knew that it was close. The saw stopped with a sudden, final roar, and I heard a branch hit the ground nearby. I went out to the laundry porch, and I could see a man in the tree in the back yard next door. He was tied to the tree with some kind of rope harness. I’m sort of an exhibitionist, have always been one, I don’t know why. It just gives me a thrill to let men see my tits and sometimes my naked body. I keep myself in shape, and.