I guess it was just too hard to let go of nearly four years with the little boy. Somewhere, on some deep level, I still had to admit that I loved the ...id. That I missed him, even. Or maybe I just missed the idea that I had my own family. I couldn't be sure.It's what had finally decided things for me, though. It was the pebble too many; the fucking straw that had broken the camel's back. I was ranting and raving before, angry, upset, hating the world. Possibly, though, maybe even probably, I. It felt like hours but was probably a few minutes before I finally came back down to earth and caught my breath.When I finally felt the thing in my ass soften and fall out me and I was able to roll off Cindee and lay beside her, I saw a very hot redhead lying on the other side of her. I let my eyes trail lower and saw a nice pair of tits. Then as I trailed my eyes even lower on her body I saw a pair of pants with a bulge where you wouldn’t expect one. I looked at Cindee with questioning eyes.. Tell me…”I said in a whisper with my hand cupped over the mouthpiece, “Yes Doctor Jackson, I would like to come see you twice a week.” I felt my knees shaking and my little penis throbbing with anticipation of experiencing his big piece of manhood.He said, “We will set it up when you come in. I’m looking forward to it Tom. I’ll have the attendant set your wife up to see Doctor Dickson. Please don’t worry about her. I promise we will take good care of her, and you too.”I still worried, but maybe. ” Willa said, “We will show you later. Here comes the food.” The kids and volunteers got the trailer unloaded and into the new shelves, freezer and refrigerator by 1:30 P.M. It was a riot just watching as the kids laughed and made it look like play. This was food for them and others, so they did not go hungry. They sat down for a great lunch. At 2:15 the carpet showed up and the kids were at it again. By 4:30 the carpet was unloaded and staged. This batch would be used for the main east – west.