I had been lying on my bed for hours. First, he had me prepare my room for my de-virginization. Then I had to walk through the house, nude, to get my ...other's video camera. That was embarrassing on so many levels! I had never walked through the house with no clothes on before. Then I had to go into my mom's room and wander around naked. Finally, I had to retrieve and set up the video camera! Jeff was going to tape himself taking my virginity. And probably, based on what he had said earlier,. That moment itself we knew we were meant to be best friends. Ever since then we have practically been together. We talked and shared. We had seen each other almost naked too. We talked about sex so deep enough to freak out any Indian mind. He knew my boy friends and I knew his girlfriends and all the stories. Many of my friends even flirted and practically used to fall on talking to him. But we had our reserves. We had been friends. None of these distanced us. We went to separate colleges in. They just didn’t take the time to get you in the mood first. I worked with a guy once that was only about five feet five and certainly not built up a lot. Hell, he even bragged that he had a little dick, but he always had good-looking women around him. And ... they made no bones about his being a great lover. I guess there are size queens out there, but he proved that size didn’t matter, at least to the women he dated.”“Well,” she said, looking up at him coyly, “all you have to do is look at me. I was divorced and feeling very inadequate and lonely. My son Josh, who was in college at this time, was a great comfort to me and spent a lot of time with me. However, I still found myself feeling sad and lonely and would tear up easily whenever we talked about times past.Whenever I was blue, Josh would hold me and stoke my hair and assure me everything was going to be all right. During that time we became closer and more connected than I ever thought possible. We really enjoyed our evenings.