K and I moved towards each other. I heard Kalista quietly say to herself, “There is no Rise and Fall.”I nodded to Claire — she started the music...and we were off. Kalista felt like a feather against my right hand. Maybe Claire is right about K!We danced and I was looking at K the whole time. I smiled at her and she smiled back, with a twinkle in her eye. As soon as the dance was over, I bent over and gave her a quick kiss upon the lips. She had brought her hand up to her lips, blushed at me and. “Late breakfast honey” said mom, “Lets call it lunch, but if there’s nothing wrong then you should go to school this afternoon huh? ““OK” I said, settled down to eat the cereal she offered me, but there it was again the tingly feeling between my legs, I crossed my thighs and squeezed to contain the sensation.The afternoon passed uneventfully enough, I mumbled some excuses for missing the morning session, did my lessons and then got changed for games. My performance on field wasn’t up to my. I startedoff avoiding the racks at the front of the store for this very reason butas time when on, I forced myself to in an attempt to help me become moreconfident about wearing it.It had actually been a lot more difficult this time, choosing four ratherthan one. There were so many that I would have loved to have and wear,easily the majority of the store, however as I didn't have all the timein the world, I picked out a number that I felt that they had just thatlittle extra bit to them. To keep. Not something that she could give me because she wanted me to have it.I hated my birthday. Not as much as xmas, but almost. It, like every other holiday, was a reminder of the years passing. The loneliness I felt inside. The years wasted not having someone special to share them with. Just me, myself and I, and all 3 of us were getting tired of the same old crap. Dinner, alone. Movie, alone. Maybe a few beers, alone. It got so bad that I now push people away instead of asking them over. I craved.