This would all have been so much easier for me to tolerate if I was stupid, but I actually have a brain. I guess when they were passing out great look... I must have heard, 'great books' and I showed up at the library.The only bright spots, with any man in my life, came from my brother-in-law, Charles. I was still living with my parents, in the basement of their home, so, when he visited with my sister, Janice, from their home in Wisconsin, he would always hug me when he arrived and again when he. “Six months ago, sir, just before I got here,” she answered. I glanced at her hand. I didn’t see a ring. “Married?” I asked. “No sir?” “Kids?” I asked. “No sir.” “Boyfriend?” I asked. “No sir.” “Do you live on post or off post?” I pressed. “Off post, sir,” she replied. “When do you re-up?” I asked. “One more year, sir,” she replied. “Why did Major Simpson leave?” I continued. Major Simpson was the previous Operations Officer. “I don’t know, sir,” the young Specialist replied. Our chat was. We hurried into the apartment, fighting through what was now a snowstorm. Once we were inside the warm lodging, we slipped out of our jackets and shoes before I led Katie to the bedroom. If Id had something alcoholic for her to drink, I would have offered, but she didnt need it anyway. As Katie sat on my bed, I was across the hall in the bathroom psyching myself up to nail my friend. It was crazy how just a few hours ago I would have never seriously considered actually having sex with Katie and. ..have you ever had sex," I asked with an ashamed look on my face."No mom, I am still a virgin, why," he asked. I was shocked he didn't find it embarrassing ."Just wondering sweetie, I haven't had sex since your father past away, and I am a bit lonely," I confessed teary eyed.With out saying a word he grab my hand and said, "come with me." He lead me to my bedroom and told me to lay on my bed, and let my legs hang off the bed. He knelt between my legs and rose my dress up, when he did that.