Think about it and let me know. That night I told my mother what Valerie had suggested, and to my surprise she agreed! "I can help you if you like Mik.... Your sister still has a lot of her clothes here so that would not be a problem. Besides, it could be a lot of fun!" I told her that I would think about it.For years I was lonely, depressed, angry at myself, the world, and the gods that made me this way. I knew I was smart and had a good job, but at age 20, I was still driven by urges I never. Tom said he talked to Tamara and she sent her best. She told Tom to tell me that my mother was a little worried. I asked him to find out if Marie had made it back to the house.The jailer walked me back to the cell and he reminded me about being careful when using the facilities.As soon as the jailer was out of sight, Chief made a bee-line to me and demanded cigarettes. I politely told him I didn't have any and he shoved me. Normally I would have just rolled with the shove but instead I leaned. It feels like it’s been forever. There’s just something decadent about it. So, hopefully you can make time for your boss this afternoon. Love, ChadReina smiled. He’d been doing that a lot lately, writing her notes. It was romantic and sweet. It was still a thrill to know that she’d helped him become this way. That, before her, he’d been unable to see himself as anything besides a broken man with a ridiculously high sex drive and a need to use women for his pleasure. Well, he still did that last. I not sure if I have found them or not, but her reactions are such that even if I haven’t, I can tell her body is definitely responding.I’m not sure how long our introduction to each other mouth’s and breasts lasts. Tens of minutes? An hour? It doesn’t matter really. Our sexual energy is being released and can no longer be contained by the confines of our clothing.“I want to take your clothes off, Meg,” Erica whispers in my ear. “I want to feel the softness of your skin. I want to kiss.