They were good company, very funny and great dancers. They were loaded too, bought us drink all night – I was on Pernod and Ann was on Vodka and cok...’. 'Fucking hell, Pernod, that’s a leg opener’, I interrupted. ‘I drink Pernod, you know that’, she replied, ‘and I made sure I had plenty of lemonade in it, so it wasn’t that strong. Well, anyway, when it came to closing time, Ann was well on and enjoying the attention this guy was giving her. So when they asked if they could leave us home she. I love this life. I want to stay. I was meant to be here, in this time and place and with this body and mind. And you are trying to force me to decide differently. I hate you." William I would never do that." The love in his voice was obvious. "These are likely outcomes, not certainties. But every choice you make has an impact on others. The stronger the bond between you the greater the impact is likely to be." But my work here is unfinished. I've just begun to explore what it feels like to be. "Here," he took a $50 bill from his wallet. Being an attorney, he knew what to say, "this isn't for the sex. It's a tip or early Christmas present for all the hard work you do here."We kissed again before I left.And so now, every weekday at 11, I am in his office sucking cock, having my cock sucked, then being fucked up the ass. And yet, there are times when we don't have sex. When this attorney is too tired or stressed to fuck. There are times when we just talk, my lovers say I am a great. “Where did you disappear to? Ray asked. “Oh… I was just in the bathroom.” “I know, I saw you go in the bathroom with that black guy….and I was jealous.” “I’m sorry Ray, I…wait, you said jealous?.” “Yeah, I thought it was hot and it really turned me on, and I wished it was me” He said. “Really Ray?....so your not ‘confused’ anymore?” “I am still a little confused but you have been turning me on all night. Shit, Lisa every.