Actually it was about three am Monday morning. So I slept until Monday evening. Then Mom and I talked for hours Monday night. I told her I had to talk...to you about what happened and ask for your forgiveness. Mom was so happy that I was going to talk to you that she cried. You know how much she has always liked you Sam?”I nodded.“But I also told her that I was real nervous. That I was afraid that if I walked over and knocked, once you saw who it was you wouldn’t even open the door or talk to. Das heißt, ich fühle einen Mann nackt in mir, Fleisch auf Fleisch, und spüre sein Sperma in meiner Muschi. Es bedeutet, dass ich auch ein Risiko für sexuell übertragbare Krankheiten eingehe, aber ein Penis in einem Kondom ist einfach nicht dasselbe wie ein nackter Fick, ich muss es ohne haben. Ich werde regelmäßig getestet, aber es ist wahrscheinlich nur eine Frage der Zeit, bis ich mir etwas hole. Und das ist noch nicht alles, aber dazu später mehr.Im College habe ich mir den Ruf erarbeitet,. " So for about 4 months? 4 months and you're just telling me now?!" I know Carls, but I didn't know how to tell you." Didn't know how to tell me? Oh okay, how about, 'Oh hey Carls, Freddie and I are dating'. Or even, 'I'm going out with Freddie, Carls'. Something like that, Sam." It was a little more complicated than that. I knew you would overreact exactly the way you are overreacting right now." Hey, I'm not overreacting. I'm down. I'm cool. It's good that you two have each other and have had. You just caught me a little off guard.”“How so?” Savannah countered.“Well… I just didn’t expect what I see.” I answered, the tables now turned regarding who was the most nervous.“I take that as a compliment,” Savannah replied, nodding her head toward the spa cover to remind me once again of my mission.I pulled the spa cover off and leaned it against the condo wall, then flipped a wall switch to turn on the adjacent gas fireplace for some added ambience, even though it was daytime. I’d barely.