There were some giggles coming from upstairs as people were getting ready for bed. I tossed another log on the fire and sat on the blankets behind Ela...ne to brush out her hair. We did talk about the production and how she was getting along with the monologues she had to memorize."They aren't all going to be memorized," she admitted. "Not completely. I'll probably have cue cards that I'm reading from, right over there. I'll be depending on Rhonda's magic direction to make it look good." She's. Sometimes the problems were over the dispensing of medication and other work rules, other times what she described sounded like a personality clash. She admitted she was thinking of looking for another job.At night, if we were awake between sexual episodes we talked about our personal lives, me about Hildie, her about what she called her 'mistakes.' She apparently had a penchant for falling for the wrong guy. She had three long-term relationships, all of which petered out (sorry, pun not. HE Said: She told me about your fantasy last night when we were chatting.. I said i don't think he would be mad.. and one thing lead to another we are on your couch.. I am sorry for everything but it seems like you are ok with it? if so...I Said: I am sit right here.. and i am ok.. i think.. (i look at my wife) I love you baby, i will always love you.. you can let go and enjoy yourself..So there my wife stood in front of me, kneeled down sucking this guy's cock, while I watched! I could not. She refilled my glass and brought another beer for Floyd. When she was gone, “I don’t know. I just do. I know, even if nobody else does.” I took a bite of meat loaf. “It’s like when I was naked in the cab through the construction area. It feels like that.”“Nobody could have seen you then, either … except me. Until you purposely showed yourself to the construction guys, nobody would have known, but you said you were soaking wet.”“It’s that exhibitionism you were talking about, right?”“Good! Yes,.