I knew where I was going and it was just a matter of time. I thought about my two sons. They came from large powerful stock and showed it. We made sur... that both of them were active so that they wouldn't turn into the lumps we did. Dave was about two inches taller than Robert and a little leaner. Robert had large hands and large arms. Both of them were fit and able to take care of themselves. We taught them restraint and the importance of not being a bully. They both had the same goal, to go to. I know how much you’re suffering, I know how much pain you are in,” she whimpered, crying with her face buried in the side of my neck. She then looked up at me, her blue eyes trembling. “But it is not your time to die yet, just a little longer, darling. Please, hold on just a little longer.”I tried to say her name, but once again, only the indecipherable noise was heard. In reply, the girl smiled and wiped away her tears.Wrapping her arms around my neck, she leaned forward and kissed me. “I. .Ava vaaila vachi umba vachen avala vaailayea othen…Enna kanji vara mari irundhudu so yaduthutu ava pundai kitta poonen avulo mudi irundhudu naa mudiya enn sissors yaduthu cut panni pathen super ah irundhu…1st time naa pundai ya pakkuren enaku arvam over aaiduchi….Takkunu sappa aara michiten ava purushan idhula pathutu irukan….Oru 15 mins vidama sappunen…Enn kunji yaadithu ulla vittenokka aara michiten ava purushan aala aara michitan….Naa 15 mins othen ennaku kanji vandhuduchi naa room eh vittu. Although the Fourth of July was in the middle of the week we decided we should celebrate on the actual Fourth rather than wait for the weekend, even though that might cut down on the number of friends who could attend.The morning of the Fourth we loaded my Jeep with a couple of coolers full of food, another one with cans of various sodas and water, and a few spare blankets. The extra blankets were for anyone who forgot one of their own ... or for those serendipitous matchups the farm seemed to.