.. do anything with a woman that she wanted, but until he met Susan, he had never found a woman that would satisfy his endless sexual appetite who was...also intelligent. In Susan he felt he had found the perfect, total woman, and now that he was away from her, he could feel an emptiness that he knew would not leave him until he was once again in her arms... and her bed. Her loving made the hard work of teaching children, many of whom could not speak English, all the more rewarding, and the two. She blushed ever so slightly, knowing what I was saying."You're very kind," she said in a voice so soft it was barely audible. Taking a chance, I reached out and placed my left hand on top of her right hand. She didn't pull away but the look in her eyes had changed. Unable to determine if it was anger, fear, excitement, or something else, I forced myself onward."I see there's a table available out there. Would you please join me?" I asked, watching her for any kind of hint as to what she was. The little boy in me is alive n quite well. Love n respect all n enjoy talking with strangers n leaving them with a giggle n smile.I'm a happy fun guy, who chooses to live in continuous sunshine regardless of what may be going on. Happiness is choice that I make everyday n when made it multiplies itself with others all around. You'll find me a sincere n playful guy who LOVES living on the edge, as that is where the Love, Magick n Music of life comes fully awake. I am as real as a California. But here, boarding the plane back to my miserable existence in Oregon, I was thousands of miles from her. I was also thousands of miles from Janet. The two seemed to balance each other out. ***** I took my seat on the aisle and stared at the floor as people continued to enter the passenger section of the plane. I hoped I wouldn’t end up with another chatterbox in the seat next to me. The trip out here was made worse by this obviously lonely guy who talked my ear off the entire cross-country.