If we carried on back up the coast, we could pop in to Hamford Water, which is the setting for one of the Swallows and Amazons books, or carry on and ...ail up to Mistley on the Stour. We'd get there about ten tonight, all being well. We could anchor lower down the Stour if we get tired, or if we get held up." If we went to Mistley, we could see Jenni again, couldn't we? I'd like that." She won't be there until Sunday afternoon," I pointed out, "but yes." Why don't we spend the night in Hamford. He shakes his head then he is on her before she can scamper back to her feet. She feels the cold blade touching her tender skin on her neck making her cry out softly. “No no no please....!” she stampered out once more with a plaintive whimper. She feels his lips touch her ear “Sugar your gonna give me so much lovin tonight I will make you my whore.” His words dirty to her making it obvious what he wants. A strong hand catches her neck holding her still. Just then she feels the blade. Then I withdrew my cock and placed the head on her puckered asshole. With a moan I slammed my cock in her hard . She screamed out as my cock ripped her ass hole open, but to my surprise she pushed back against it and the first inch or so disappeared up her bum. . After a few times of pulling back half way then back in she started to loosen as she relaxed. I grabbed her hips and thrust my cock into her ass, not stopping until it was fully in. ‘Oh fuck’ she screamed, it hurt like hell but in a. I felt light, and strangely free, relaxed in a way I hadn't felt in a long time. Even my hornyness had subsided. I slept like a rock after Kay tucked me in.Unfortunately, the feeling didn't last. When I awoke on Monday, I was nervous again. I realized that I'd have to see John, never mind the fact that all I wanted to do was see John. I was worried what that would be like. Would it be painful? Embarrassing? Exciting? Or my greatest fear, would it feel like nothing at all? Was what happened.