“Hello, and welcome to ‘The United Kingdom of Zoo’, with me, your favourite host, Renae Russell ... And this week, we’ve come to a retirement ...ome in Mansfield, to meet a young lady...” She giggles. “Well, young compared to present company...” She recovers her straight face, and continues, “A YOUNG lady, who wishes to fulfill a dirty dream...”We look back at the nurse/carer giving instructions by the side of the pool again ... Holding on her for a moment – noting her looks. Long dark hair,. I looked at him and in his eyes and I couldn’t look away. He put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me gently close to him. He leaned in to kiss me and it was soft and gentle. I looked at him and I leaned in for another kiss. This time our kisses were more intense and he started to kiss my neck and it felt heavenly. I took his hand to my breast and he started to caress my breast through my blouse. I wanted to rip my blouse off but I stared to unbutton and John stopped me from doing so,. ’ Aidan rubbed the space where he’d hit her, soothing her, then he looked up to his captain. ‘She’ll need some rest, but she’ll live… Depending on what you want to do with her, that is.’ Riker ignored the murmurs of ‘She can bunk with me’ and helped his first mate lift her. ‘Put her in my cabin – I’ll question her later.’ He didn’t respond to any of the grumbles that the crew suggested that the ‘captain always gets all the fun’ when he really wanted to reply that he’d be spending the night on. I realised that I would genuinely miss him. He had opened my eyes to many things, given me a musical education, an appetite for adventurous sex, and despite his typical male chauvinism, he'd always been a pretty considerate lover. The problem was that even though I was very fond of him, and I hated what I would have to do to a man who had given me many good times, I now knew that I didn't really love him, not like I loved Sarah, with every cell of my being.Just thinking of her obliquely led my.