On that day I am waiting for next day, the next day arrives I rang her phone she says that my children are in house but I said that do something to se...d them out for your relatives house. After half an hour she called to me said that she free now, then I went to her house she opened the door and locked the door I am very much eager to touch her all personal parts, then she gives some sweet to me after that she asked me have you ever participated in sex with others like that after a few time I. The harder the better. the rougher the better. for as long as she could remember she was into it and she really loved matt and wanted to be put over his knee and spanked by him!he stared at her for a little to long and it was beginning to feel awkward so alexa was going to brush it off as half joking half serious. she looked down at the floor sadly and then looked back up at him and was about to speak when he interrupted her..."sure." he said to her. "id love to spank you" and then he turned. I held my arm out to her and offered to buy her a drink. “Big spender! It’s an open bar!” She laughed. “Lucky me.” I answered and pulled her with me to the bar. That’s pretty much where we stayed for quite a while. I had a good time talking with her, and I flirted with her heavily, knowing it couldn’t go anywhere. But she did look great. The silky material clung to her body and more than once she caught me studying the way her nipple hinted at it’s presence. We chatted amongst ourselves and. The point is I’m sitting on a toilet seat with an exzacto knife in one hand and starring at my left arm. I’m going to cut wrist to elbow vertically, should do the trick. But wait I want to get some practice cuts in first. You know so I can make it perfect. I cut the side of my arm three times horizontally, the second cut was the deepest. For about a minute I was mesmerized by my own blood falling into the sink, nothing else existed at that moment. I was in a trance I didn’t even feel any pain,.