" So should I even bother to ask how you two hooked up or how long this has been going on?" Lori asked."Not that it's any of your concern, but It happ...ned when he dropped off some artwork for the school paper a few months ago. You and your sisters weren't home so I invited him to sit and have a cup of coffee and we started talking. One thing led to another and we've been at it ever since. You probably haven't noticed I stopped suggesting that you two get together. I decided that if you wanted. Ich war so konzentriert dabei, dass ich es kaum wahrnahm, wie sich die anderen beiden von der Couch erhoben. Pl?tzlich sp?rte ich die Spitze eines Schwanzes an meiner Rosette bohren. Ich h?rte ein ger?uschvolles aufziehen, dann spuckte mir jemand auf mein Arschloch. Ich versuchte mich zu entspannen und es ging diesmal recht problemlos. Der heftige Arschfick, den mir Leroy gestern verpasst hatte, hatte meine Rosette ordentlich gedehnt. Kurz darauf drang auch schon der Schwanz in mein nun nicht. Regret can be paralyzing, forgiving yourself difficult. We get stuck in emotional ruts."I'm trying to go forward. I dumped my old friends because they all just know me as that dope slut. I had a new friend but I screwed up and pushed him away." She gave me a puppy-dog look to drive home the obvious point. "I want to connect again, get back in the game. And it's twenty."She lost me. "Ah, twenty?" I'm not nineteen. My birthday was two weeks ago." Fuck me, another reason why this sucked.All this. "I know. I'm sorry." She knew about Gina, in all of the lubricious detail and subsequent unexpected disappointment. I still missed her, but I was oddly happy that she and Christine had found joy with each other. "I hope you know I'm not like that." You know I trust you." I left the rest unsaid.She just nodded. "What time is Dan getting here?" He's in Amsterdam and said it'll be a few hours." If he gets to de Gaulle or Heathrow, he won't even get a red-eye for a while. We're probably talking.