When Madison said she was a virgin, I didn't fully believe her. Maybe she really was virgin. "Has anyone ever gone down on you?" I asked her. "Randy, ...o one has ever touched me in any sexual way. The only person that has seen my coochie is the gynecologist." This revelation made me nervous. I had to do everything right, if I fucked up; Madison could possibly be turned off of sex. I would be more careful and loving of her. I would make sure there were no surprises or pain when I entered her.. " I've never mourned losing Beth the way I did." Maybe it's time we did," she said."I don't know if I can."She regarded his face in the dim light, his image blurred by the tears filling her eyes. "Oh, God, Thomas!" She clutched him."Oh, Lynne!"They held each other, each weeping profusely and each caressing the back of the other's head. Slowly, Lynne regained her composure and so did he. She reached for facial tissues and handed him a wad; then she began mopping her own face."That felt pretty. . anything with this kind of writing on it? It is really, really important to me," Jen asked with a bit more urgency in her voice, when she came to the end of the book."Look, I just don't remember. It's been so long ... and if I did, anything like that would have been tossed. Now if I can have the notebook back..." William held out his hand for the book.Jen looked at the old man for a moment and felt he was hiding something. She didn't want to invade the man's mind to find out what he knew, but. “Beyond our obligations to help our fellow human beings; we have an extra obligation to help these refugees from Vietnam and other places in that area. If we, if Australia, had kept our nose out of a civil war that didn’t really concern us; if we hadn’t kowtowed to the Americans and gone into the war with them, maybe there wouldn’t be the flood of refugees. But all because the Liberal government here wanted to curry favour with the US; we were ‘All the Way with LBJ’, we have a moral obligation.