The door opened and Sam appeared.“Hi Sam, fancy a drink?”He looked surprised as he had been expecting someone else. He glanced at his watch.“Oh,...um, yes, I guess so. Let me get my coat.” It was late January, and a cold front had come down from the Arctic bringing days of sub-zero temperatures. I stepped into the small hallway and had a better look than I could last time. It was the same layout as our flat, built in the early Fifties on a site which the Luftwaffe had conveniently levelled for. By time i was totally high. So i took him into my room. There i was in my hotel room with this hot guy. I offered him drinks, and then he had his drink. I said no, it was second. He asked if i had any porn in my laptop to get into the mood. Then i played porn, it was a threesome but not a gay one. Then he said he was in hurry, since he need to get back home as it was getting late in night. So i started the game. I told him 2 do a strip tease for me. For which he agreed but said he hasn’t done. Sam pulled me over and held me till he fell asleep. The next morning we had breakfast, and then the girls went outside to play. ‘Kirsten, now that we have some privacy we need to discuss where we are and where we are going.’ ‘Well what do want to discuss first.’ ‘Have you found out why you were unfaithful to me?’ ‘You don’t start with the easy ones do you. Please listen to all of this before you make comments. My Psychologist and I worked out that I didn’t respect you.’ ‘You think.’ ‘You need. Jack, what are you? I love the man that I always believed you were. A real man with straight forward manly thoughts. Now I’m discovering who you really are and what you are.’ ‘Then what am I Helen Tell me?’ ‘You are not the man I always thought you were. I love you still, but I can’t grasp your…your…’ ‘A freak? Go ahead, say it. I am a freak because I am open about sex and allow the freedom to exist between us. Everyone is not the same. Each and every one of us is different in the way we think,.