"So you think these toys of yours would bring me enormous pleasure?"He laughed and said "Who ever said anything about you? whether or not they bring y...u pleasure would not concern me. They are merely intended tobring me pleasure!" "Ah, I see and you actually know women who willingly allow you to use these things on them." I asked."You silly little thing. They wind up begging me to, as you so aptly put it, "use these things" on them." he snapped."So, let me get this straight. Right now your. .both r****g me and making love to me at the same time - your a****l passion not to be denied, whether it hurts me or not, you've gone past the point of knowing or caring - you only want us to become one, and you pull me feet down around your waist and behind you so that my heels dig into your buttocks, pulling you even farther into me, deeper and harder, the sweat gathering in your brow and chest, beginning to drip down onto my chest and face as you grunt and groan with pleasure and a****l. Fuck – this is just so naughty – and his cock is so freaking huge – I could feel it throbbing on my tongue. It was just so big – and hard – it looked like he must have just shaved that day – it was so smooth and I found myself opening my mouth wide and trying to deep throat him. Jackie was telling me how I should start to bob my head – as Don called me a good cock sucking whore. I could feel myself hitting that gag reflex as his head hit the back of my throat. The tears started to well up in my. " She was staring into my eyes as she asked.I shook my head. "No, it isn't right; at least not for me. I've just opened up to you, told you things most people keep as deep dark secrets, and the mood, well its not a make love mood. I – I love you, in a special way, but I'm not in love with you. I like being with you but---." It's okay. I think I understand." I don't think you do. Since leaving you I've been evaluating us; the reality of you and me and the frailty of our relationship. It's frail.