She sat on the arm of the chair he was in and wrapped her arms around him. "I'm sorry, Shawn. That was petty of me."Still sobbing, he said, "But you...were right. She spelled me to not see how strange she was acting. You wouldn't have been affected by her spell." No. But she'd've found a way." Shawn stopped sobbing and looked up at Alanna. "June always had a way of getting what she wanted. And she wanted to make sure no one else had to sacrifice them self. I hate to say it, but she'd've. Even better, a jump in the lake, down at the beach.He was in his pickup, heading home, when he came up with an even better idea. He needed to talk with Tiffany, and Mike had a pool in his back yard; he had a standing invitation, and he could kill two birds with one stone.He made a quick stop at home, taking a quick shower -- there was no point in making Mike's pool filter work too hard, after all -- and pulled on his swim suit, then pulled on a clean pair of pants and a t-shirt. As he headed. But just as a pimp out on the streets will brutalize a woman as part of the turning out process, there is also to be considered the whore/trick dynamic.Once a woman (or a sissy in prison) becomes a whore, “she” must then focus on making money for “her” pimp. And while the pimp/whore relationship is based on dominance, the whore/trick relationship is based on sexual gratification. A whore out on the streets may achieve little or no sexual satisfaction from turning a trick. But the whore in. For themoment, I forgot that I was an erstwhile man or hybrid woman and wascaught up in the temporary cessation of my cares and woes. Torque wasa great guy and I was his long-time prot?g? and friend. So relaxed wasI that I had not noticed before that he was now sitting alongside meand that our legs were occasionally touching and that more and more hewas nudging me with his elbow as he spoke and periodically resting hisarm around my shoulder. Our putative intimacy was not born of.