’ We hope you enjoy the stories. Chapter 1 I often sit around wondering what might have been. The choices we make in life: did I make the right ones... I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes and have done a lot of things that I’m not proud of, but I think back on my younger days and always wonder, ‘What if?’ I know everyone probably looks back on the decisions they made. Some we’re happy with, others we wish we could have ‘Do Overs’. Unfortunately, life doesn’t work that way. I think back twenty plus. He moaned in pain and pleasure as I slowly pused the head in and stretched out his ass for the first time. “Stop,” Sean said between moans, “just a second. Let me get used to it.” I was only halfway inside at that point so I was ready to push all the way in. Aftera couple moments, I continued sliding in until I was balls deep in my best friend and the love of my life. “Oh holy fuck,” he said, feeling my cock filling his hole for the first time.“You like that?” I said, beginning to pull back. “What are you ashamed of? You have the best of everything. You have nothing to be ashamed of. Indeed, you have everything to be proud of.”Amir bristled. “I’m neither ashamed nor proud. I am…I don’t know what. You confuse me.”“No. I don’t want to do that. I’m trying to figure things out for myself, so I have no desire to confuse you.” Meshulam fell silent.“But that’s what I mean,” objected Amir. “Figure what out? What’s happening? That’s what I don’t understand.”“What’s happening is that I’ve. My immediate plan was to dig up Gillespie's biography -- surely he was in the Directory of American Scholars -- and then read my way through his oeuvre. Yesterday, a variety of human views, today his image on the printed page.Clearly it was my duty. The police were getting nowhere. I had gleaned that much from the Union, where the two-day-old murder had retreated to page 16. There had been no "release of further information" from the department. And that meant there was nothing to release.The.