I smiled at Sidney and said he had heard what the doctor said, that I wanted us to go to bed and have sex. His eyes really lighted up and he was only ... little disappointed when I explained that I meant oral sex. He does love eating my pussy and now that I'm pregnant with a black baby I'm juicier than ever. He says I taste better too, but then a loving husband WOULD tell his pregnant wife that, wouldn't he?We went to the bedroom and I told Sydney to get naked. He looked so cute standing there. Like this one time, I was sitting on some bleachers at a softball game and this guy was probably in his 30’s. But omg he got me going because he just plain stared and I just plain let him. I kept my legs spread and he kept his eyes up there and then he looked me right in my eyes and smiled. I mean he totally smiled as he left. Like he was thanking me. Talk about a case of the tingle.Another time there was a guy at the library downtown. I never expected anything there but then I saw this guy. Her head dropped. She was not able to answer. Again, anything other than a "No," was a "Yes." Exactly what will you do?" Dakota could not bring herself to be a part of the conversation. Every word hurt. Every word cut. Every word put a picture in her mind of what she had to do. Aiden gave her his key and told her to be there if she was willing.If she was there, o.k. If she wasn't there, o.k. too. Aiden went back to the table and sat down with Manual. He discussed pa. He slipped over a thousand. He sure wasn’t being explicit about his job prospects, though. Was she supposed to ignore that he was getting his Ph. D. in a few days? No. She was going to the ceremony. Was she supposed to be ignorant that he would have to get some sort of work? Maybe. People like George didn’t connect working nine-to-five with having food on the table the way her family did. Was she supposed to be the one adult in the USA who didn’t know that there was a draft on? They watched the nightly news.