Involving her in the maps and the decisions as to where to go next added to her education and boosted her self confidence as well as calming her anxie...y somewhat. Similar to most every aspect of our relationship I learned about her in the process, and could observe and measure to some degree the scope of her learning and understanding. Initially the maps were a daunting challenge. She knew something about maps, of course, but making current decisions about important matters… considering life. "Oh no, my loving wife, I will keep my hands on these, and the other evidence of your infidelity, for the divorce," I said triumphantly. "But you are leaving this house immediately. Tonight. Call up your lover to come and get you."I took a shot in the dark,"That is if he can get away from his wife and kids to deal with you."I could see that my dart had struck home.Now she was crying. At least I should let her stay until tomorrow. She could explain. She really loved me. It was only sex. I didn't. "Cowboy 3 this is Cowboy 3 Alpha. There is quite a bit of material here for us. Send both trucks, but only one trailer. Also send a jeep with a trailer, over." Roger, 3 Alpha. Will send. Cowboy 3, out."I could already see a water trailer that had been unloaded in the last few minutes and there were pallets with other things also. I could see a medium size generator, a large metal container of some kind, and a pallet with six drums of gas on it. I didn't know how we were going to handle that.A. ..so... I... did." She stared at me without saying a word for severalseconds. She continued to sip her drink, but did not stop looking at me.I got very, very nervous. Finally, she sighed heavily and said, "Ibelieve you." She leaned against the counter and said, "Well, come here,let's have a look at you." My heels clacked against the floor as I walkedright under the kitchen lights so she could see me better. I could seeher eyes going from my heels, up my stockinged legs and lingering at mycrotch.