We spent a couple of hours at differant places then she told me she should go back to there appartment as her husband would be there for his lunch, wh...n we got there she found this note pinned on the door and it was from her hubby telling her he had gone off with some other people to another golf course over the other side of the Island and would not be back till late that evening, she seamed very dissapointed and quite up set, when she asked me if I would like to come in and have lunch with. I know where you went and who lives there and now I know why you need to do so much lab work at night.'" Did you have a ready-made excuse?" No. I simply said, 'There's no lab here any more. Have to do my research somewhere.' Then, she threw her drink at me and called me a cheating son-of-a-bitch." If the shoe fits... Be glad it wasn't a butcher knife. Then what?" We went to a marriage counselor to talk about the problem, but it was unsuccessful in changing anything. By then, I simply wanted. "I blinked. "Just friends? Or..." I mimed fucking motions with my hands. "Just friends."Adrienne inhaled and looked away, her lower jaw quivering. "I don't know yet. I want to, Ben. Gawd damn I want you. I've said it before, I love sex and I'm ... I ... I crave to be with you like that, Ben."I pinch my lips and raised my eyebrows. "I smell a 'but' coming..." But..." Adrienne began. "I'm afraid, Ben. I'm still afraid of losing you." How can you lose me if we aren't together?" I said in. The boys, looking lost in their large hand-me-down shirts, bowed their heads, “In Jesu schlaf ich ruhig ein, Gott, mein Gott will bei mir sien...”And then the buckboard was past me, Rebecca still walking beside her friend.Ollie muttered, “I’m not running a charity ward. They borrow money, they pay it back.”He didn’t mention that Harlan Goodwin had paid ten cents a pound less than the previous year. Even though the demand for beef had gone up at Camp Métis. I hadn’t studied economics in Laramie,.