Control relinquished, he prepares to accept my judgement. “Just go,” my mind was already made up the moment I saw her callous, cruel beauty starin... up at me from the screen. “Go and find her. Let her fuck your pain away.” He backs away like a hunter retreating from a wounded, crazed animal that he has stumbled upon, “you just need some time by yourself. Before you do anything, just sleep and we’ll talk in the morning.” I sit on the edge of the bed and watch him diminish, “yeah right, we’ll talk. “You must be Cinderella. I don’t think I have ever seen you in such revealing clothing, not even at the beach.”“Dahlia talked us all into being sexy. Then she wears that yellow and blue dress ... I should go change.”“I like it. Just, no slow dances with anybody but me.”“You know I don’t like dancing with anybody but you.” I kiss her again then let her go to look at the last of my girlfriends. Kim stands there, acting shy, wearing a sheer blue nighty and a blond wig. “My Sleeping Beauty, come. What if he stops loving me? He deserves someone he finds desirable, and that’s not me anymore. Is he going to put me aside – or worse, stay with me out of guilt or obligation?Something must have shown on my face, because Aedan eyed me curiously as we walked in silence. The unspoken question was clear, but I shook my head slightly – I wasn’t ready to talk about it, especially not to my brother. He stayed silent, to my relief, but reached out and gripped my hand in support, and I squeezed back. Wow, never had I even dreamed of feelings like this. My body lit up."Jukwaese. Oh, Jukwaese." I moaned in excitement. Jukwaese misunderstood. "It's okay, Ogechi. It feels good. Doesn't it feel good?" Oh, hell yeah!" I answered. Perhaps that was too eager.I felt him touch my hand, and move it down to his lap. It touched his pants where his erection was and my eyes popped open in surprise. That was an interesting development. I was not ready for this, but guessed I was to do something with what.