No, make that I must stop seeing you. I need to get healthy again, to get back to my hobbies and my friends. Sorry, Richard, there’s only one way to...do this.” I felt my heart splinter. My head was pounding, my pulse racing and sweat bubbled in my armpits. I couldn’t speak. The lumps in my throat almost prevented me from breathing. Is this how Gaynor felt all those years ago when I walked away, leaving her sitting in the corner of a dismal bar? Gaynor’s hand settled on my thigh. “I will always. What’s wrong?”He looked down lovingly into those blue eyes of hers and replied, “Aww,, nothing really. I was just thinking about my life, and I do too much of that.”She snuggled up close to him and asked, “Thinking huh, about what, may I ask? Come on big guy, you can tell me.”Jack pulled her closer into his arms, kissed her softly and confessed, “What does the future hold for us my love? In twenty years will you still love me, or will you have moved on to someone younger? A person you can. Within the first half-hour, she managed to narrowly avoid being seen by five different co-workers. Unfortunately, after that, Brittany came to find her - and Brittany had no compunctions about being spotted.“Kels!” she cried out from across the room. “Look who’s here! It’s Mark from accounting!”“Kelsey??” Mark said, staring at her in shock. “Kelsey ... is that really you??”“Hi Mark,” Kelsey said, avoiding eye contact. “Enjoying the party?”“Yeah, I ... wow. Can I get you a drink?”“It’s an open. Just a dream.I need to masturbate. I need to calm myself down and settle my nerves. I feel my hand glide over my thick hips to my pussy. It’s not shaved, but I keep it trimmed. The long hairs get caught or tugged on and drive me nuts. Two fingers spread my lips and expose the clit. I start to stroke gently, slowly, just how I like it.I think about Carl on top of me last night. How I wanted him to pierce my nipples. Wouldn’t it be great if he went with me to get them pierced? But he doesn’t want.