The funeral home also provided us with a packed container holding half of Jack’s ashes. I had an idea for them but needed to talk to the family abou... them.Teresa seemed to think my eulogy was good and asked me to deliver it again at the memorial service in Matucket. I needed to edit the eulogy to fit the needs for our family, not for people who didn’t know him like we did.Monday morning was the memorial service, to be followed by a lunch at St. Joe’s. The idea I had for Jack’s ashes was to bury. He began dragging me over to the chair he had sat on and I just let him. He positioned me exactly where he wanted me. I was helpless. I was chained to myself wearing nothing more than a shreds of what was my shirt and a crumpled pair of blue jeans dearly holding onto my bare feet. He sat down on the chair again but this time I noticed his leather briefs were gone. He grabbed me by the hair again pulled my mouth right into his wide open thighs, whereupon my mouth directly went onto his steaming. I took her face and started to caress it and gave her a kiss on her lips. It was a short kiss.When we broke off, she asked whether I was attracted to her chubby old body. I told her I wanted her more than anything in this world. We kissed again, while my hands went through her body rubbing through her chubby figure. Our kiss went on for a few minutes.I turned her back toward the bed. I continued the kiss while my hands were placed on big boobs, pressing them along with her navel. Her slow. It was still not as exciting as what we have done together and I'm really looking forward to the first time that we have proper sex. I don't think we should rush it though and you have to be really sure that you want to do it with me - maybe you'd be better to wait till you get proper boyfriend and do it with him." I was being very caring but I was actually quite worried that she would chose to do it with someone else as this would break my heart."It's you I love and it's you I want to do it.