Three, four, five times! Now that was a fuck! He had come with me the last time and was totally spent. Since we were both exhausted, we just laid ther... and gently caressed each other. "Yeah. You make a fine woman and damn incredible fuck." I couldn't help but smile. I was beginning to enjoy this. After awhile, we took a shower. This time it was full of people and I got to watch several change. Some went sex, some race and some just skin, eye or hair color. Some went all of the above. I. My shower was fast, a hurried so we could smoke and relax - we we're way too on edge over the hazardous driving and needed to chill. I walked across the room in only a t-shirt and boxers with no ambition of hiding from her. The TV lit up her eyes which were watching my waist as i walked past the TV and into bed. The more we smoked, the more i noticed how hard it hit her. She was acting near drunk and excused herself for taking a "calm pill" when we were eating for her anxiety. She was tired. Kind of disappointed, but also understanding, I sit down and start watching her moving her fingers faster and faster from her clitoris towards her vaginal opening. Instead of two fingers she uses her full hand now and rubs with more force. She starts to moan softly which excites me even more. This is the point that I start to masturbate as well. In fact this is the first time that I jerk off in front of my wife. She gave me hand jobs, but I never did a hand job myself while being together with. I was completely frozen in fear.I thought that she would yell at me and people would beat the hell out of me. But to my surprise, she just gave a frustrated look and did nothing. Now, I was in a complete dilemma and was not able to figure out that if I should proceed further or it was a red signal for me.I chose to proceed further because I knew that an average guy like me might never get this opportunity again. So I went ahead and started smelling her underarms which were right in front of me..