Coffee to brew at 6 am and left for home.Eric, Sandra, Donna and Shannon headed for the sauna.Connie and I took turns using the shower massage wand to...spray each other squeaky clean and retired to the big king sized bed for a few well deserved hours of sleep.My next thoughts came just as the sun had risen. Connie slept like a dead person. My morning bathroom ritual didn’t phase her in the least.By the time I dressed I could smell my coffee brewing. Getting an oversized cup I filled it and went. I kept opening my mouth and kept trying to keep it closed. I didn't want Mac to know I really wanted to try sucking dick and my mouth kept telling on me. Mac said for me to stop and I did. He told me to get on my knee's and I just stood there kind of stuck in fear wanting to run away when Mac said for me to get on my knee's a little louder and I felt his hand on my shoulder. I got on my knees for him and felt something silk like also around my wrists. Then a hand was kind of lifting up one of. And would park their truck in lot and pass by my store front apt. He would see me out front and tell his co-workers he's going to "hang out " with me for a while. When they left he would Adjust his cock which always started to grow in my presence and ask me if I had a New Magazines (I always kept hot pussy magazines for him to get him hot) and he would come in and I would suck him. I especially loved when e sweaty from the heat and hard work and I would suck his sweat off his balls before. Guess what Idid, I took the cash option.I was overwhelmed by the sudden flush of everything that happened; familyand friends I never knew about, the offers for get-rich schemes, pleasfor financial assistance to save people's homes or companies or medicalexpenses. It was too much, I withdrew from society, became a recluse.I made a home for myself in an area I loved to visit yearly for variousreasons. I bought the land, planned and built my log home. That wasfun; doing something I had no.