Barely feeling the thud of meeting the floor, I fall into a well of darkness. Whispers filling the air as shadows pass over me, hands piling and grabb...ng. The heat building around me, feeling like I’m drowning, being swallowed, silent screams, my heart pounding . Launching up, eyes trying to adjust, feeling warm hands on my bare chest. Panting and gasping, eyes coming to focus on…an angel? Soft eyes meet mine, words like never had I heard before. All I understand is the sound ‘…shhhhhhhh…’So. Rabbit? Guineapig! Daddy, warm beer. Both friendly. Then big sister Lisa. Orange, too, but not as strong as Magda. Blonde, but otherwise the sisters were in many ways alike. Lisa gave me a hug and informed me she had heard a lot about me. I answered likewise since that sounded good although it was not strictly true, as far as I could remember. I had learned that the wheels of social life were greased by small polite lies and now I was practicing. Husband Conny , a laid-back denim smell/color.. I could go to a nice quiet place, and relax. I just had to do it somewhere in the past, thereby giving myself time to consider and think through all my options.So that was what I decided to do. I set about preparing for an extended vacation in the past. What better a vacation, than to find out for sure about something that was causing controversy to this day, over a 100 years later.Yes, I am talking about Lizzie Borden. Did she or didn't she? While she had been found not guilty by a jury, the. “Caroline, it was like I was ... talking to Dad, I was making a deal with Jeremy and it felt like I was making a deal ... with Dad. This work arrangement is going to bring the community right to our front door.”I proceeded to tell Caroline all of the details I laid out to Jeremy. I added some things to what we had said we would do, but nothing I promised raised any flags to my little Sweet Caroline.Jennifer came to the doorway and asked us to come in for a minute. The cable guy had apparently.