"What do you fantasize about?" I asked her."I don't always. Sometimes I just enjoy the sensation like a nice back rub. Other times it's boys at school... or...umm..." She stopped, looking up at me like there was more to that story."What?" Ok you have to promise again, ok? Our secret?" This whole thing is our secret. Mom and dad would kill us."She nodded. "So, watching wasn't all we did that night. Josephine fell asleep after we all got off masturbating a few times." A few times??" Yeah it was. At least not for a while. Not 'til Red comes out of this current state."I was getting a more than friendly hug from Cindy and I was reacting to it. I think she felt it and backed off a bit."Peter, Roz is right. You need to focus on your life not trying to second guess of 'what if' or 'should I have'. She said it. You tried your best. Now you need to get your act together and create a new life."By that time we were sitting at Cindy's kitchen table. I had a beer in my hand and the ladies had each. Snape: Detention, Mr. Montague. You do not seem very upset.Montague: Would there be any point?Snape: I suppose not. Never mind the detention. Just do your homework and bring it to my office after dinner.This approach of Montague's served him rather well. On those rare occasions when he was unready, when he had failed to do what was required, the staff appreciated that he made not the slightest attempt to avoid the consequences of his actions. As a result, Montague got rather more leeway than. One cannot fathom the plans or passions of the heart, but if you were to become fond of him, I do not doubt that his worthiness of your love would fall little short of your worthiness of his. Know this, that even in the moment I leave this mortal life, to join the one that follows, that it will be with a smile on my face as I think of you. Give my love to my mother. Ever your unworthy servant, Tristan She is standing, still naked, in the doorway. His coat feels rough against her skin. There is.