It reminded me of who I was before Nicole, and the nostalgia was comforting. When I dropped her off at her house-" he starts, and picturing it makes m... nerves tremor violently. "-I knew she wanted to hook up with me. I told her I had to leave, and she wouldn't get out of my car, and before I knew it...Chanel, after it happened, I felt sick with myself. You were all I could think about, you're still all I think about. I disrespected the relationship you and I have, and I regret it," he says, and. H-h-h-ot water running…g-g-got to get some water heated up for hot ch-ch-choclolate.’ ‘You go get in the shower with her… I’ll get the water heating. Tom will be here in a minute too. How the hell did this happen? Never mind… get in the shower… we’ll talk later.’ I didn’t even think about it. I mean, her dad and mom being right here as I stood in the shower, nearly naked, with a nearly naked Amber, their only daughter. I was just too damn cold to care at that point. In the shower I saw that. 44 Magnum revolver. "That horse don't stand for nobody ridin' him but me. Now if I was you, I'd drop that rifle and put them hands up high, where I can see 'em. No, don't turn around. You're just fine where you stand."Taking a pair of Phoenician handcuffs from the pocket of his jeans, Alex walked up behind the shooter and slapped one cuff around the man's right wrist, then cinched the other on his left. He then patted him down for weapons, the way the Phoenician's had shown him, relieving the. They took my picture, for an ID card, and we were allowed in. We went to a locked staircase, with more security guards, where Cynthia signed a book. Then, we went up the stairs and eventually came to a work area. There were tables covered with pictures of many things, many of which looked like dildos or something similar. At a computer, two men, one a bit older and the other my age, were introduced as Peter and Jason. They were looking at shots of a gagged man, who was standing on tip toe.The.