She meant kissing being totally nude.Then I made her nude and me too. I took her in bedroom in front of dressing mirror. I said you see your real beau...y yourself. You are really cute and hot baby. I kissed her while standing. I also licked her pussy by spreading her legs.Later I could feel some pre-cum kind of liquid and smell. She was getting in real mood and she was telling me to do more and more kissing, rubbing etc. She also sucked my hard dick multiple times.Then I said, my dear Rasika,. " I have. I know what she says. I know what YOU say. This is just me, okay?" Okay, if that's what you want." Dave, I wanted Pat. You and Lita, I wanted, too. I still want all that. Just..." I know. I miss Pat, too. Every day." I saw moisture rise in her eyes, held her close. "Forward, angel. We need to look forward." I know. Still hits me, though," she said, forcing a smile."Me too, baby." That gets a hug. Yes, the month or so since Pat's death is the longest I've ever gone without seeing her,. First thing he got me undressed and I got in the shower to get smooth all over. He helped me with getting hairs off around my sissy pussy and clit and I shaved my legs and armpits. (I'm naturally pretty smooth anyway but a sissy always must be super smooth) Then he douched my boy pussy until it was super clean and gave it a little lick just to check. We then got out the shower and dried off before he put my clitty in a chastity cage (pink) and lubed up my virgin ass for a cute little butt plug.. I spat in her navel and she told me that she liked it as the cold was making her feel my spit even colder. She was getting hotter as my lips smooch her belly button hard and deep small hissing noises were escaping her mouth.Then I asked her to stand up and took her to a corner of the roof which was closed from three sides by tin sheets. She compliments me that she felt very romantic making love to me in such starlight. All the building surrounding us was too low and the closest high building.