I don't mean sexual things, even though that was part of it, but, doing things and going places.I love sports. So I had a tendency to watch a lot of s...orts on television. Josie - that's my wife's name but I call her Jo - prefers going out to clubs and dinner.She works in an office, and I work in a factory.She loves to dress up. Jeans are my clothes of choice.She's outgoing and talks a lot. I am rather quite and reserved.She likes mixed drinks; I prefer beer.I wanted to start a family but Jo. I’m not proud of it, but it’s just a fact. We drank often and smoked weed almost daily. Occasionally, we would also have cocaine-infused evenings that were a lot of fun. Rita and I had a highly active and fun sex life, too. We enjoyed each other’s bodies immensely and on nights when we would get fucked up, the sex could get a little wild with fantasy, role playing, etc. It got to where we would both start getting horny as we got loaded because of the anticipation of the sex to come. We. "I had to, ya know? Like I said, I did sorta love him a little, but it wasn't that romantic kinda love. It was more like a friend thing. I mean, yeah, I felt like shit for doing it to him, but what else could I do? I didn't wanna turn out like her, ya know?"She sat there slowly shaking her head."Life's too fucking short for that," she muttered.Then Gayle took her fingers and reached up to her ears, hooking her hair back over them and giving me a sad, exasperated expression."I don't wanna be in. I took my place and jokingly offered her drink to my surprise she accepted it and in 1 gulp she finished it. I was shocked watching her to finish her first ever pack so fast. I appreciated or encourage her and refiled her peg and asked her that this time we both will finished it in 1 gulp and we did. I again refiled the glass and excused from her and went out to have smoke. When half cigarette was over she also came out and asked me whether she can have 1 drag, she took a large puff and exhale.